what a week. and where to begin? i did manage to finish one more sewing project before i started school on Tuesday, which was this duvet cover:


it's made from thrifted sheets (salvation army is my new favorite thrift shop) and buttons, and took me almost three whole days cuz i kept reading instructions wrong and with this size of project, re-doing things takes a l.o.t. of t.i.m.e. But when i was finally finished, i was/am really proud of it. It's covering the fuzzy blue and tan blanket we have.
and then i had to break up with sewing to date cooking.
Tuesday: orientation day at my school, which meant a LOT of sitting and listening, getting to know each other, etc. we did wear our uniforms all day, which look like this:

but not with sandals, i have kitchen clogs that are cooler than they sound. also, have i mentioned i hate our camera? my face is all tomato-ey. Anyways, we got quite a bit of reading homework, upwards of 50 pages in the heaviest textbook i've ever owned (over 1000 pages), and i didn't really think about it and phil and I went out and bought me a better bike to ride to school (we ended up selling the one we brought for me (that we scored on free day last year) for a whopping $140!! We may start making anual trips here to sell cheap bikes for more :) anyways, i left the reading til 8:45pm and i was already dead tired (and i even had a nap after school) so it was SO hard to read cuz my eyes just wanted to close. So i only got to bed around 11pm, and then i had to get up already at 6:30am for school the next day.
Wednesday: arguably one of the worst days of my life. i almost quit. nothing in particular happened, everyone is really nice, and the teachers are great and encouraging, but all the talk about the industry and becoming a chef really got to me cuz all i want to do first and foremost is learn how to cook. that's it. i'm not necessarily interested in perfecting my knife skills and such (these are all things i was thinking on Wednesday, to clarify), cuz i probably don't want to be a chef. i had manymany reasons that i wanted to quit and just come home and go back to regular safe life. I called phil in tears at lunch (he had the day off) and we agreed to talk about it after i got home. I made it through the afternoon and started walking to my bus stop when phil pulled up beside me and i just lost it. i cried all the way home and just felt absolutely terrible. i had no idea how i would make this decision, because neither (at the time) outcome would be a good one (either i'd have to go back to school, or undo everything we did to get here, which were both bad ideas to me). that was the worst i have felt since...when i tried to do the cga course for a month a few years ago and i had a similar meltdown. Excpet i'm never sorry i quit that lol. OH yeah and the night before i had an anxiety attack in the middle of the night where i woke up SOAKED in sweat which has NEVER EVER happened to me before in my life! i tried to use that as a sign i should quit lol.
Anyways, in hindsight, the combination of little (and very bad) sleep, complete change my schedule as i know it, and something new (i'm not a fan of change) was a pretty terrible combination and i got inside my head and freaked out. but i have decided to stick with it and do my best (even if that means practicing knife skills everyevery night) and see what happens in the end.
Thursday was a better day, but still not a good day. We started making stock i think. the week has been a bit of a blur.
Friday: we made a chicken/vegetable soup with the stock we made the day before, and a cream of broccoli soup. I and my teammate (she's from SK, we're the only prairie girls) undersalted the chicken soup and oversalted the broccoli soup. booooo. after school i went out with about half my class to a pub. i didn't really want to, but i felt i should. and besides, everyone is really nice. i had a good time, spent most of it talking with my teammate. we get along really well, and i'm sad that this was our only week working together (we get different partners every week). My homework for the weekend was:
- a week 1 review for memory
- a recipe conversion two ways for memory (us to metric)
- pick a presentation topic
- read through monday's lesson
- read a chapter in my textbook
- make chicken stock
- make a cream soup
- 3 hrs of knife cuts, bring back 1/2 cup julienne (2mm x 2mm x 5-6cm)
i banged out most of it yesterday, i saved the soup for today cuz it's raining and cold. And i have to do more knife cuts. but luckily i have had some time to just relax as well. i hope i can sew a little today. i did manage a little bit this week, like i hemmed my chefs pants myself (and i did a really good job!!), and i cut some pj pants into shorts.
yesterday i drove my new bike by myself to pick phil up from work (which includes crossing a major bridge and some major roads and takes about 40 minutes) which has given me the confidence to bike to school myself :) we stopped at sunset beach afterwards for a bbq our church put on. it started raining right when we got there, and most of them had already eaten, but they made us some burgers anyways and we had a good time talking with everyone. It's a really small group, there were only about 20 people there. but they're all super nice and we're really glad we've made efforts to get to know them. then we biked home in the rain, which wasn't that bad. biking is way less frustrating than driving in a car or on the bus i think. i'm looking forward to biking tomorrow.
i feel like i left some things out, but the small details kinda get lost if i don't update more often. i'll try to if i have more time. oh yeah i was going to say how i made stock. i even took pics.
start with fresh bones (these are chicken), rinse in cold water and then put in a pot with cold water to cover them about 3" above. the meat guy at our grocery store was really helpful and said i should come ask him about culinary stuff anytime!

then you let it come to a simmer and skim off the impurites and fat as they rise to the surface. but you have to be careful not to let it boil or the stock will be cloudy.

once most of the skimming is done, add the mirepoix (meer-eh-pwah) which is a 3:1 ratio to the bones by weight and consists of 50% onions, 25% carrots, and 25% celery, all cut in 3/4" to 1" pcs.
you also add the bouquet garni (boo-kay gar-nee) which is (traditionally) parsley, peppercorns, bayleaves, and thyme, wrapped in a cheesecloth sachet. then you let that simmer for at least an hour, or a couple of hours.


then you strain it and let it cool completely (in cold water in the sink - make sure none gets in the stock!) before putting it in the fridge.

you don't usually season stock cuz you'll be using it for other stuff and you can season it then. like how i'm going to make cream of broccoli soup now. off i go!